Thursday, January 24, 2013

Together

we could worry, for so long
about what our minds would think
should our lips speak

but let us live, these weary moments
when the world pauses

together

what would we be, such simplicity
oh what would we need

life among the clouds
underwater love...sipped slowly, an aperitif
the summer could shine us away
in this fog, as this fog
becomes us

together


(c) 2013

Monday, January 21, 2013

Stronger

we're dreaming in the spring
of sighs and sorrows and songs we couldn't sing
could you ever understand,
the day you took my hand
why time moved so slowly, and the day never seemed to end
why the dreams we shared
cried out in an agony
when she came along?

oh what's-her-name, the vindictive thief
the dreamer of so many dreams
take him, take him, sweetest
I wish you well...I wish you ill
oh my love, how could you be so weak?

you have a sensual soul, waiting to come free
when can we sing together of our dreams
i dream of you in daylight, when there's nothing else but time
i sing those songs we couldn't sing that time
i gaze over a starlit city,
perhaps I'll change your mind

you don't want it...refusing
you crave it...curiosity
you have the heart to say no, but not the soul to say yes

perhaps my heart shouldn't skip a beat
when you look into my eyes
perhaps i should be stronger

oh my love I wish you well
oh my love I wish you ill
oh my love


(c) 2013

Monday, December 31, 2012

Sunset

when the sun sets
over this glassy water
leaving its trail of burning gold,
to float, shimmering, on the edge of the world
it leaves behind its silver afterimage
hanging, luminous in the skies
don't get too close, or it will suck you in
but what a better way to go,
sipped sweetly by the moon?

a mystery, a kiss from a temptress
drinking you slowly
deadly, wayward nightmares
cello notes fading behind sorrows
the sun sets on our lives,
leaves behind what the night holds
walk in the moonlight, drink in the quiet chaos
these sounds, like prison bars, hold us in

when the moon rises
over this rippling lake
draws a path of molten silver,
settling upon the surface, flying through endless night
what sound is there in space?
all quiet flautists chirping, or whimsical siren song?

dancing softly in the clouds, overshadowed by stone
this love of midnight wanderings
of waltzes when the sky is clear
and rain patters a rhythm on the parched earth
we have so little time, these days of our lives
moments slipping by  in these darkened hours
where nothing sleeps, and the soft call of dawn goes unanswered

when stars flicker
to a medley of  notes, and soft weeping
holds us in, breaths us out
we are nothing
ashes on the breeze, or teardrops 'neath the mighty wave
humbled, and raised above - this song that holds us within our cage
walking in the night, stepping through the trees
a playground of sorrows, old wants and needs

fears flicker in the blue, upheld by soft whispers
and motes of time, dust in the air
I love you so.
forgotten, left behind, past the ages and eons
floating on the edge, casting a shadow of light
so far away, so close,
to dance within your arms again, misty fog entrapped,
to laugh by your side again,
for all that is forgotten, falls.

I am as if the angel,
left behind by that one most high
fallen, forgotten in the mists of time
this I say, not without regret;
you have given me this power-now i am free
to forget.



 (c) 2012/2013

Wednesday, December 19, 2012

World

I cannot remember when i split the world in twain
stood back to watch as it rose again
like a phoenix flying and a dove in the air
fabrics of realities crying to make me whole...when
when the dreams of darkness weeping
and their tears of nightshade creeping from within the world again
this city's lights are flickering, flickering
searching for this wayward, windless plain
come back

I cannot remember when i split the world in twain
let it crumble to a cinder
watch it scream in pain, what ho, let this nightmare crumble
let this dream deny reality
what reality? what imagery
lets just sing the song of planets and create the world anew
a new age a new tear a new world we can share
what ho, what hey, nonny, nonny,
the world's lights are churning, blinking, upon the soundless plain
fabrics of universes tangled like bedsheets
tiny spinning swirls of threads, galaxies, hairs.

I cannot remember, last night or the one after, when the world lost, remains
i was blinking, crying, the woman in me, dying
and the city streets were laughing, the skinless creatures feasting
the city's veins pumping acid drugs into my skin
byways and worlds apart and between
this world burning cinders flaking off into my dream
nightmare or heaven, dream of hell,
the ninth cold circle tightens and the bonds of gravity
they let me go
and i tear the world in twain.


(c) 2012

Sunday, December 9, 2012

Darling

dancing in a mote of rain
sweet rain, pomegranate rain, acid
shake and shimmy, jump and twirl
come now darling, I'm not a nice girl.

i can take what you have to give,
but i can do so much more
i'll drive you crazy
its a sad sort of love,
a slave to our rhythms

shake, shake, shake, girl 
shake your heart out
step to our beats and screaming in nighttime
high, low, high, low
sighing

tremble  in the rain
the soaking wetness
shimmy up, shimmy down
together under the clouds
in the unholy night
sinfully sweet.


(c) 2012

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

Flash

your music makes me think of people
under flashing light, undulating
to a beat, a heartbeat, a whisper
a sigh in the strobe
colors and colors and sweat tinged air
whirling metal, leather, hair
tiny silks and flaunting thighs
hips dance to their own beat

your music makes me think of lust
of pheromones and perfumes
of that feeling when a breeze snakes through a hot room
tingling, tingling, a searing rush

love me, love me, love me then
in a dark room a light room
in a room of flashing colors


(c) 2012

Saturday, November 17, 2012

Midnight Sin


goddess, i won't pray to your image
i won't pray in your name
i've seen you bucking naked on the sheets
you're not holy anymore

goddess don't ask me to 
you are a spirit in the same image, lost and wild
wanting wanting, cherub, wanting more

fuck you, goddess
with your panting prayers
and your midnight sins

fuck you, goddess
till your tears wet the ground and run into the sea
this sea of churning, constant pleasures

fuck you goddess
your hair tangled in the wind of your cries
such a sexual zealot
your god is your passion
you have nothing but your feelings

oh goddess


(c) 2012

Friday, November 16, 2012

Spitting Venom

spitting venom, venom, acid
into cornflower eyes, so blue, tears
tear me apart and flow graceless on
you're like a hurricane and i couldn't
you speak of lustless, hateful lies
you grind my bones to dust with words
fi, fie, fo, fum...
let me go, you'll never win
even when you think you've won
kisses cold and clammy on my lips
oft shuddered at in a darkness
spitting venom, venom, acid
crying, crying, you have no power
such a child, and older still
i did what i had to
cling, cling, wet cloth, and i'll peel you from my skin
you've tasted of a fruit you can never have
forbidden, forbidden, fie.
press your belief into my mind and it's rejected
you have no understanding of yourself
you're bitter, you're lonesome
you're full of hate
let go let god let a spoken word correct you
let bygones be bygones and open your mind
amen.

(c) 2012
 

Sunday, November 4, 2012

Conflict

marks on my skin
i don't mind the scars,
but if you look at me
i have no perfections

i'm a series of cracks
in an old sidewalk
i'm a livid contusion
in the eye of beauty
they say i have a lovely face
i see only the marks on it

mirror, mirror, on the wall,
i feel scarred
i feel small
mirror, mirror, standing there,
could you not have made me fair?


(c) 2012



Monday, October 22, 2012

Cat

a wrecking ball that grabs and tears
red hot, pulls from you
the instrument of your love
such pain, such pain
life is but a dream
what a society is this, was this
so cruel this crocodile,
but less so than others
so kind this iron maiden
she holds you sweetly,
sweetly, until her arms close
so sweet this relief
this unchaining
the agony of insanity lets you go
away from this world
there's nothing wrong with you
the falsely accused
caressed with the cat's paw till your heart breaks
never love cold iron
for it's only the hot, the red, the fiery
that will let you go


(c) 2012

Saturday, October 20, 2012

Glance


a glance, those eyes, an open-air theater to our souls
the actors on the stage
miming emotion while spinning on the silks
screaming burning running to you
answer the question, answer the unspoken
the actors dance in a circle
singing ring around the roses, ashes, death
perhaps i can see them dance if i gaze long enough
i step so softly, this heartbeat rhythm in my ears
its a dance its a ritual its my pain
its like i'm walking on fire in shoes of steel
such elegance, such whimsey
we're spinning together in our eyes
its a glance that lasts a thousand years
but then it's over


(c) 2012

Thursday, October 18, 2012

Diamond

gentle fog, so cool and sweet
held within a dream like no other, holds me

I lie, beaded by the mist
a diamond-dusted form on golden leaves

dreams flit by in the shining, twilighted day,
made dim dusk by the lattice of vines, a bower for the dead

such sweet fantasies of summer, of rain

the fog clings with cold fingers
tiny vipers slither through my hair, hissing
it's a song, a celebration
I am complete

day, night, day, night
the stars glimmer above, a shining salutation to cold
such bones are these, so perfect, peaceful.

rimed with ice, silvered with time
my bones lie, beaded with rain, in summer
in the dim, dusky light, the breeze softly plays
catching and tossing scattered hairs

I dream of a foggy bower, a misty lover
a diamond-bright completion that wore me down
to silver bones in the misty, foggy dreamscape
in a vine-latticed bower.


(c) 2012

Monday, October 15, 2012

Life

my mind
what happened here
its a turmoil and a fire
a far reaching blank
upside downside
what more can we ask
latin dancing on my cortex
up and down
whats that around the corner
sighs and sighs
leathery thoughts, blue twilight
smile for the camera
fractures and misrepresented clouds
where is my life, where is my life
caught and surrounded by this diamond light


(c) 2012